I wanna share a quote...
'When a gal threw her fits, she's NOT being emotionally affected...she's just trying to do her job...a job that supposed to be done by others, ..a person like 'YOU'
How's that sounds? It's been a mess 'HERE'. I threw my fits at lots of internal staff here, I mean common, its' been 'tai-ching efficiently' around us. All they know, is just to shoot an email and reuesting this and that...it's a BIG laugh just to think about it, I mean common~if and only IF everyone is doing their part, the company may save a LOT~
I have prepare for the worst and my letter has been drafted, sealed and kept where it supposed to. When the announcement made, I will then decide and make my final say
~ I've tried to ask myself what can I contribute to 'X', but I guess it's my time to go~I have datelines/expectations to meet, and I know my talent and capabilities can be further polish in other places.
The platform now seems to be supressed whereby the restructuring going to take place. I'm not good in numbers and I won't be, I couldn't imagine myself looking at my laptop the whole day. Who say that they are going to allocate you the jobscope that suits your PPA?
Give me a break, I'm not letting msyelf down. I have enough of complying to others and be someone back up.
I have so much to offer and you know what, it's my time to move forward.
I'm lucky cos my dad reminds me that no one should take your dignity without your consent. I shape my own career path, not office politics.
Determination always lead my way. So far, I managed to pull myself up each fall. It would be a hard journey, who can deny that?
So, here I am, standing tall (arrogant, you may say)...who cares? One should keep improving and not complying to others...I was not given an option, it's not a choice either.
It's not about the fairness...they just tend to utilize my 'perfectionist attitude'.
In the end of the day, I'm NO ONE.
I'm not going to demotivate myself, I'm going to STAND UP THIS TIME. This is the real 'Mei'
Daaaa, I'm smiling widely~
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