Paranoid....

Gosh...everyone gets really paranoid these days.

I guess words..really that powerful and how they can be 'disseminate' so fast. It's pretty funny how things get twisted. So far, my work is getting pretty easy but not the account management part. It's really different here, and I got to watch what I say and how I act.

No more fooling around and be transparency...I guess I got to be 'stiff'. I screwed up myself last week...eventually it was my bad...seriously. I was so occupied till I forgot to notify/inform/update (put in any ways to suit your likings) the HR team that I've decided not to take the incentive scheme.

Yeah...real bad...was supposed to attend the camp at Perak and in the end, I did not. So yea...I was seen as irresponsible...it was my bad. It doesn't seem rite for me to attend it if I don't have the intention take it. If I go, then I just take the advantge of 'free holiday' :-(.

It's a rough week..with splitting accounts reconcilation~phewh..I managed to do it. Had 2 meetings today...and I screw up the other one (or both?). Arghhhh...

Few good stuffs coming to me, but the timing seems so not right...was supposed to attend Kem Kepimpinan Kristal at Lumut Perak this Friday, since I have other obligations to be met, I've just got to turn it down.

I lost my cousin's programme tentative. Is her wedding program...and I lost it. Arghh..hardly have the time to rehearse the songs that I selected. Can I entertain the audience?

Things to do:

1. Practise the song/download wedding songs

2. Going back to Melaka (1 day trip as Suzanna wanna bring her foreign friends to tour around)

3. Take leave on 10 Mac (Mon).,,for sure dead exhausted

4. Arghh..need to buy 'butang kebaya' and 'taylor fitting'

5. Called and liaised with Gerard's Band

6. Reschedule my Bandung trip (shit happnes)

7. Honeybee needs to be 'servis'

8. Master Agreement (need to touch up sikit)

9. Internet Access requirement thingy

10. Information request (gotta bug SIU)

Where's Mei? She's lost...

Rgds:

Mei

I miss M.E.I.

Mummy, Ama, Papa, Me, Mei Ching and Chea-Chea...



MEI

A change...

My SOFT TOY...

Mr. Snake, Mr. Penyu, Hearty Heart and my cushion

I miss MEI A LOT. At times, I hardly know myself. Back then, I SMILE with all my heart...and now, I just smile...Becoming more 'kayu', not that outspoken. Seriously, I don't wanna loose myself. Someone told me that I'm being pessismist, (I am not). Don't judge me or even try to evaluate me.

Dear blog,
1st Feb 2008 (Friday)

Booyah! I’m back to Melaka with Mr. Penyu and Mr. Buffalo~Brought them back this time cos they need a BATH la. ‘Buang all the sueh’. Packed all my stuff on Friday morning and headed to Kajang to pick up Azizi Bum. Damn…gotta wait him for 30 minutes…Was tired cos got to melayan him the day before and yup the 1 hour 30 minutes drive with him can be full of emo stories. But, I’m really glad to have him as my company. We shared stories, we laughed…*shrugged*

As we need to ‘bentangkan’ all the related issue, my mind occupied with unfinished task. I know that I need pull it off yet what concerns me is the TIME. Wrap the job by Sunday night and it was time to relax…and plan out my CNY.

5th Feb 2008 (Tuesday)
At first, I was planning to go home right after work, yet I was sleepy (tho I can be hyperactive at times). My working day was a great one…seriously. Early in the morning, I’ve got a call from my previous office requesting me to claim my cheuque. I was quite skeptical as I don’t quite earn the bonus…leaving them after 2 months was not a proud decision. On the other hand, I’m glad to leave them in a good hand as Tracy took over my position. She has so much to give…I’ve chat with Mr. Lim and it was a fruitful conversation as he is still the SAME (tegas and not a joke person when it come to work, but if you’re just one of his friend, seriously he can be so crappy and a great joker as well).

*next*
Ahak, Mr. Hairil Izwar gave me ANG POW. Alamaaaaak, macam terbalik plakkan. He asked me what’s POPO name and requested me to hand him ang pow packets. I thought it was for his client. When he handed me the angpows, I was surprised but most of all I’m TOUCHED. Called up POPO and informed him bout Mr. Hairil and POPO said this to me: Mei Mei, kerja baik baik ah…. “Loud and clear POPO, I will”

Working with Mr. Hairil is like working with a super duper slumber giler kinda person yet he knows exactly what he wants. Thank you Sir! So I packed my stuff, clean up my cubicle, had some good laugh with my colleagues (it’s crucial for me to entertain others) and of cos screwing up Ezuan. After all said and done, it was my time to head back to Pantai Hillpark (I need some sleep). Clean up my room, do my laundry and decorate my room before I went to bed at 9.00PM.

6th Feb 2008 (Wednesday)
Woke up at 5.30AM and start my journey back home at 6.15AM. I was thinking of taking coffee breaks in between but the whole journey was a BREEZE accompany with good music. Pull down the wind shield and the cold wind awakes me. The feeling was niceeee…..reached home exactly at 8AM as I promise to Papa and Mummy that I will pick them up for CNY eve prayers. They actually waited me…*shrugged* Chea Chea was not able to fetch them up cos Boey parents were in Melaka, so yea she needs to accompany them. No hal…Brought Mei Ching and Mummy for breakfast dulu, cos I was superb hungry and speed my way to Ama house. Once reached, I have so many tasks awaits me. Of cos I don’t get involved in all the prayers matters. Called up my cake suppliers as I made a pre-order of CNY cakes and they told me that the cakes can be ready by noon. Laaaaa….

Oh yea since my uncle was bored…I tagged him along with me to collect my cakes and of cos distributing them to my previous bosse(S). Drop by at US Pizza and chat a while with Uncle (he taught me how to make pizza dough, garlic spread, and etc.) and handed the staff some cakes. Next, I made my move to MTPN office and meet up with Puan Ruaida. She’s still the same…’motherly’. She makes me feel like home. Thank you Puan. Gave them the CNY cakes and then my uncle requested to bring him to buy lottery numbers. As a good and obedient niece…I drove him to 4D and he was still bugging me to find TOTO and DaMaCai shop. Alamaaak, I was really late for the prayers and exhausted. All in all, I did not help out much…I slept at my Ama’s comfortable bed till my sis wake up.

7th Feb 2008 (Thursday)
It’s NEW YEAR! For the first time, I gave PAPA and MUMMY angpow and of cos handed Mei Ching her allowance. It felt good. We were running late to go to POPO’s house as Boey’s family (so-called brother in law) were expected to be here at 10.00AM. As they arrived at 11.00AM, we missed out the ‘pertukaran ang pow and wishes’ session at POPO’s place. Ate loads of rendang, sambal udang and of cos my all-time favorite~ pineapple tarts…

8th Feb 2008 (Friday)
2nd say of new year..dead tiring. Met up with Ama and of cos relatives visiting non-stop.

9th Feb 2008 and 10th Feb 2008 (Saturday and Sunday)
Yeah…met Jarryd and of cos playing cards and drinking. Got a bit tipsy tho..lucky me Jarryd was the one who driving.
Met up with Eng Kiat, Soo Fern, Chin Nie, Yann Shuang, Sim, Yvonne, Poh tee, Sy Yunn, Janice, Ya Pei, and others..it was really fun catching up. Time really passed by real fast..arrived home at 5.00am and got to postpone my journey back as I was tired.
Drove back to Kl at 12.30pm and got home at 3.30PM..yea, the traffic was really bad…

Till then…

Regards: Mei