It's a wrap for today...

I think I failed.

Yup I did. I've tried, yet I tumble and fell.

I'll pick myself up, just give me some time. I've tried, I did....,
and you know what, I'll PUSH myself much MORE this time.

I'll make you proud Sir. That's a promise.


Rgds: Mei

NUMB

I felt numb today (Saturday_22nd Dec). My normal waking up hour will be 6.30am as usual although I’m back in hometown. Went back straight at 3.30pm on Wednesday (19th Dec) itself as to avoid jam at Seremban. Phewh! Managed to arrive Melaka by 5.00pm. Drove straight home and picked up my parents and my younger sis: Mei Ching to have family dinner at Windmill. They love the place, so ape lagi…bawa la. Right after dinner, brought them to have a stroll at shopping complex while me myself eyeing on the stuff that I wanna buy.

On Thursday itself (20th Dec), I just found out that Aaron and Choi eventually came back to Malaysia for their Christmas holiday. Get hold on them for nice Dim Sum at 8am and right after that went back to my sis place and bugged her as usual. Since I’m in the mood of shopping, I dragged my sis along to Dataran Pahlawan. Yup, I’m the one who was driving. Damn, why me? I hate driving…Shop for almost 3 hours and suddenly I realize I have to make a move to Ezuan’s place for Hari Raya Haji. Drop my sis and drove straight to Bukit Beruang again to fetch Soraya and off my way to Klebang. Thank you Ezuan’s mom for the SUPERB DELICIOUS ayam kurma and the kuah satay. Fuh, sedap giler! It was a great day catching up with Soraya and Ezuan.

It’s true…'All work and NO play makes Jack a DULL boy’

Right after Raya at Ezuan’s place, fetch Soraya home and speed my way to pick up Choi, Eng Onn, Aaron and Jun Kiong to Umbai, specifically Restoran Ikan Bakar Terapung. Sotong goreng was superb, cun la, satisfaction guarantee. Thank you guys for treating me! Right after the dinner, went all the way to pick up Fei Lee from work and the yum cha session begun at at nearby café. Drop all of them off safely…haha…lucky me, and arrive back home nearly 2.30am. Penat giler...

Friday (21st Dec) on the other hand was still a busy day for me, brought mummy and Mei Ching to Tesco to buy some groceries, drop by my previous office to hand Christmas token to Mr. Lim. Penat…yet at least this time around, I have some time for myself (watching TV), right after that drove my dad to my grandma’s place for a short visit. Spent some money in buying pastries and assorted breads for them and the first thing they asked was like ‘Eh, Mei…Ama’s house phone rosak la, can you fix it?’ I was like…*speechless*

My Saturday (22nd Dec) was a totally memorable one (most penat). Was supposed to be accompanied by Rajes yet he was occupied, so I drive my ‘HoneyBee’ to Peringgit and meet up with Boey to repair my car. Was with the foreman from 1-3.30pm and I was lucky enough cos Ezuan was at nearby area as I need to pass him the ‘Tong Yuen’. Phewh~settle. Since I have not taken my lunch, I called up Choi to teman me makan my all-time favourite~Nyonya Laksa at Jonker Walk. The jam was heavy and moving around by car is not easy. Went back home, clean up myself and off again I went out to meet up with Azizi. We chat and he’s really enjoying the work. Well done my friend. Introduce him to Ezuan cos both of them carried the same attitude towards life but most importantly, they entertain me. Is not an easy task to make me laugh~trust me.We’ve chat for hours and only now I realize how bless am I. Ish..Ish..Mei, smack your head and wake up!

Life is just life, is how you fill it up. Effort is what it takes and the rest…just enjoy it. It has been a superb busy weekends for me. My legs cramped at times, yet catching up with others rewards me emotionally. Monday has to come by and yup gotta step into reality once again.

Hugs and kisses@Mei

Mood Swings

It has been an exhausted week for me. It’s really not easy to be a salesperson. I’m thankful cos Mr. Hairil is back from his holidays. Phewh~with a minimum knowledge of how getting things done over here eventually makes me survive for 5 days. I’ve bugged many people, to name a few Kak Naf, En. Aznor, Mohana, En. Mualaha and of cos my biggest savior of all Lichard (thx men).

From coordinating meeting till handling complaints (alamaaaak…what they meant huh), and even replying to email can be quite complicated at times. For instance, my Assistant General Manager (AGM), who is Mr. Liew mentioned about FINET and it took me like 10 minutes to ask around what is FINET.

For the last few days, my mood swings lots of time. I miss my friends; those that entertain me, Azizi….I need you to make me laugh. Uhuhuhuhu, he is really occupied with Battle of Bands (way the go!) and we hardly meet. He cheers me up just by looking at him and sometimes he reminds me of being ‘Mei Ying’. Whenever I have my second thoughts, he comes around and makes things clear for me...and he doesn’t really mind of my kicking habit. Yea men, I kick people who are close to me.

Last Friday, went back home early to help out my housemates for Christmas party. It was great. The food was marvelous; eventually Edina and Mitchell can be a great cook. Love the BBQ chicken!

My weekends were occupied with housework and cleaning up the apartment itself. I can’t tolerate with hairs on the floor…fuh, it was a tiring day for me. Laying back and watch ASTRO, is what I enjoy most and of cos rejuvenating myself. This time around, I just sat at home tho there’s many invites; Rajes and Jaya was in KL; Christmas Party at Jack’s place, Erik’s day out (guitar search), and etc. I was really exhausted and I don’t quite like driving…since the accident and my parking sucks giler (to the max), so yea…I just stay at home la.

Can’t wait for holidays to come. Planning to go back Melaka and treat my family a nice dinner…but most of all I just need a break and clear some stuff in my mind. Gotta go now, ciao~

Rgds:
Mei

Accountability or Responsibility

Upcoming meetings, learning new procedures, getting my passwords verified, appointments with my dentist, getting the car fixed (now is my handbrake and some loose wires here and there), process my claims, paying up my bills (CELCOM_claim again), get ready to process incoming orders, verifying minutes of meeting…phewh~so many things to do. Yup, I’m listing few of the stuff that I urgently need to settle them asap.

Last week was quite hectic for me. At times, work can be…hmm ‘depressing’ and sometime, I enjoy it a lot (tho I hate IT stuff). Mr. Hairil is really nice to me, he has his points and oh yeah, he’s really good in strategizing sales target. Salute to you Sir. He taught me in a different way…he expose to real-life scenario rather than teaching me on how to use the system itself. Ape lagi, whenever I’m free, I bugged my other colleagues in teaching me how to use the CASS, CIS and etc. Enough bout work yea…

I met Shaz (not Syazrin,,,another Shaz) the other day, being nice as always, he introduced me to some of his friends. We catch up with one another and it’s a pleasure to meet all of you. Was supposed to attend the radiofest at One-U on Fri night, but sadly my gums are bleeding and I’m not in a good condition. I miss Dina…and Faraa, and Ollie and Shac and…arghh…All of them.

Had a great breakaway back in Melaka last week, yet I was superb busy as always due to catching up with friends and oh yea fixing my car. Thanks to Rajes and Jaya cos helping me to check the ENTIRE engine and insisted me to learn the ‘tukar tayar’ process. We’ll keep that some other time yea. Rajes, one of my ‘bestest’ hometown friend, I call him my husband...hehehehe. Anyway, thanks again dear. Was supposed to meet up with Evelynn, but was having dinner with Ezuan and Pinn, haizz..I’ll catch up with you some other time yea.

2nd December was my dad’s birthday as well, so I rushed to Jusco and bought a shirt for him. I’m not able to celebrate with him as I promised Mr. Lim (my previous boss) to attend some ‘Anugerah Pelancongan’ thingy. Sorry papa…Hopefully, my sis passed the gift to him on time. Happy bday Pa.
Went back from Melaka at 5.00am and headed straight to the office. Alhambudillah, I arrived safely in one piece.

I begin to cherish friendship a lot. Common, Mei, you got to be more sensitive towards other feelings. Sorry Aishah, don’t mean to hurt you in any ways gal. I’m bless as she confronted me and express her feelings…and we shared each other thoughts. I know that it takes her a lot of guts to tell me how she really feels. Its my bad of not being sensitive towards my surroundings. Sorry Aishah…The funny part is that we are allright now and she reminds me of someone. So yea…I shall cherish the friendship that we have…Syaz…Aishah and I. Thanks gals.

Gotta go now my dear blog…gotta give my ‘HoneyBee’ a cleanup, do my laundry and etc. I promise to visit you more often…

Some snapshots taken during TM family Day at Taman Desa and the appreciation dinner itself. Can't forget how actually I got lost to get to Istana Hotel. KL roads really driving me crazy at times.

*Hugs and loads of kisses~muaaaks*
Mei

What a job!

Some of the pictures taken during the Majlis Anugerah Pelajar Cemerlang. Just wanna say, thank you TM for your generosity~Thank you...

Colleen and I (this lad is superb smart)

With Poh (the yellow guy just follows you everywhere huh, altho your in Celcom's territory)

Colleen, Ong and I (MMUians)

That's my boss: Mr. Yusman (Congrates Sir!)

Heyaa, it has been months since I've updated my blog huh.

Well, loadsssss of stuff going on. I start my new job now with Telekom Malaysia Berhad or commonly known as TM. It's currently my 3rd job in just 5 months. Do I like it? To be honest, I don''t really know what I feel now, it can be interesting at times yet, the work task is totally something that I don't quite get it. Blurr..that's the exact word.

I'm not a tech-savvy kinda person, even my sis will try to get my hands off any IT products cos eventually I will just make it worse, now you know what I meant. At times, I really feel good about doing my job, yet when I don't understand what those around me are talking, I just felt so dumb. Hate it...(feeling like a bimbo).

I miss being 'Mei', I want something that I can put all my heart OUT in initiating a concept, a programme, but most of all doing what I really like. Money and status is not that important to me, yet finding something emotionally rewarding to me is what matter the most. I won't grumble or whine due to the workloads (I've been trained years) or having a superb perfectionist boss. Been there..done that, sounds that I'm really demanding huh.

But anyway, I just got to wait and see what TM can offer (maybe I should put it in the other way round). I have faith in myself, I'll give my best shot, that's for sure.